i'm sleepy, i'm not feeling fully well, like my head is heavy and my shoulders are sore, and my teeth don't feel very comfortable or okay right now, i'm supposed to visit the dentist this sat, and i might have my lower wisdom teeth removed, and umm...



i dunno... should i be happy? maybe if i think about how it is possible for me to feel these things and not be burdened by much else, then yeah, maybe it's reason enough. but i just want to sleep into someone's arms right now, be comforted by somebody's presence. not just their existence, but their actual presence in my life.



i'm not getting any younger, and yet i don't really feel like i'm progressing, either.