i'm sick... and i wish you would show a bit of concern... text me or something... ask how i'm doing... maybe get worried somehow...



why do i have to keep waiting on people to love me...



yeah i dun need lectures on friends and family shit. that's rather obvious if you ask me. i'm also obviously asking for someone who would actually learn to love and care for me... it's a different thing when someone becomes attached to you. and the person didn't even share your life. or... i dunno. childhood friends to couples are nice too. just someone of different descent, to actually feel that they need you. it's a very... precious, humbling thing to experience.



and i wish that would be you. by some almighty power of statistics breaking and reality breaking, i wish it could be you.