20101229

when you read the English penpoops of a real English-monger, it doesn't sound all to complicated and stuff. it actually sounds sincere and true. and innocent. except the part of "i wish s/he/it will get better. all my prayers!". that part sounds like an automated message.

just my eyes/ears though.
my personality... is one who waits. i don't want to start the conversation. i don't want to play up to expectations. i want things done because i'm told to do them. i definitely don't flirt. it doesn't come naturally to me.

but i might be getting trodden upon. oh well. price to pay. sad but true. better be real than look stupid. although sometimes the other way works.

20101223

tatanga tanga. Andami kong inaasahan kahit alam ko ni isa dun di naman matutupad.

sorry po sa lahat ng kabobohang pinaniniwalaan ko. yun lang naman po kasi ang bumubuhay sakin. saka sorry po sa lahat ng katangahan. sorry pag di ako nakakasunod sa utos saka sa pinapagawa. pasensya na kayo. pagod na ko e. nakakapagod pag walang direksyon ang buhay. parang laro lang. parang rpg na walang quests. di mo alam gagawin mo pero di mo rin matapos-tapos.