I dreamed about you twice. You were always appearing beside someone that has caught my attention somehow. Either friends with them or just switching faces with them. I think my subconscious is trying to compare you to them. But my attention always shifts to you, if you're still there. Or places you there.
But you never really notice me at all. No interaction whatsoever. You're just there, talking with someone. Or you shift away everytime you look at me, and it changes to someone else.
I wonder if i mean anything to you, the same way you mean something to me. I miss you but i'm not sure if i miss the nothingness. Sometimes i wish the missing wasn't there, didn't exist. It must feel better to just be empty, if everytime i miss you, i remember being nothing to you.