i'm at that state where i'm wishing i could just go back to my old work..........

this job is boring. if it's even a "job".

and i'm srsly not learning anything.

the start was nice. frantic but nice. having to meet bank people and learning the process. all of those were new to me, so that was nice. not necessarily enjoyable, but still tolerable. right now though, i'm just not doing anything. i mean, cripes. i'm actually playing games here. mmo games. what else is there to do???

My interest in strange and/or new people can mess up my brain, and im not sure if i like them because i like them or i like them because theyre curious creatures.

I don't understand why my brain works this way.