the world seems to be telling me that you can be there all the time, but you will never, ever, become mine.



i'm not... i'm still not certain if i'm asking for that to happen, for you to be mine... i just want to get to know you more right now. i've never really thought about anyone being "mine"... more like, i know you like me, and you know i like you, and we can revel in that knowledge - the knowledge that someone loves us, and we can come home to that someone if we want to. that's the sort of arrangement i keep thinking about. and i can imagine it happening to us, but i'm not exactly asking for it to happen right now, as that would be too abrupt, unless you actually do feel the same way, then maybe we can work on something. but i'm not gonna assume that, so... really, i'll be very happy just to get any indication of welcome.



i do miss you though. i really do.