How can you be cousins? How ARE you cousins? O_O
I'd be fcking floored

Merry Christmas, love.
You won't remember me like you don't remember the faces of people you pass by.
But you've left a mark with me that will always make itself remembered on moments like these.
I guess part of my melancholy is not being given the same importance as i do others. As i do you. But who's to blame? There's only me who should stand up for the non-reputation i have built of myself.

The whole shit was deleted
I just wrote that i missed your for a bit so i checked your ig, nothing new, but it made my chest ache
That theres been no one to equal you
That i feel like dying soon, as usual, and that i wanna go now because i dont think anyone cares anyway