how can u possibly be so sure that you'll be giving her everything that will make her happy all the time?

what if what makes her happy will make you sad? will you still do it? will you still follow her wishes?

what if it will make her happy that you leave her alone? will you do that?

is being there all the time and serving as the sudden-death saver be enough for you? be enough for her?

or maybe the question is, is she happy with you being like that?

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does getting over her seem like such an impossible move?
i've gone through it, and i can say that it only SEEMS to be like that, but it isn't. only, it took me about a year to really put his memory in the right place.

i simply wish that you'd finally learn to look at others :(

bagong paksa

so. alam nya pala na ang pag-ibig ay hindi dapat maging makasarili. naramdaman nya na pala yon.

hay. ang problema kasi, tama yung kinoment ni hayskulprend. magmahal ka ng iba, may masasaktang isa. tama nga naman. at pwede mo bang sisihin yung minamahal mo kung di matanggap ng radar nya ang signal mo? hinde.

kaya... ayun. magsiiyakan nalang tayo, magpakalulong sa "crush", pagkatapos, magbagongbuhay. di naman bagong buhay. magbagong hanap siguro. pero sa kaso ko di ako naghahanap. natatagpuan nalang bigla e. kaya ako, mag-iintay nalang ulit ako kung me matatagpuan ako ulit. kaya lang, ika nga, "so close yet so far away... nandyan nga cellphone wala namang load."