Of course you don't know.
You don't know because i never tell you, and you don't know because you never bothered to know.

The girl is communicating with you because she wants you to communicate back, but you still remain hidden behind a wall. You still choose to hide. And i'm angry at you for being like that. For not saying yes or no. For letting her hang head over heels for you with no clear path in sight. You're a douchebag like that. And i'm angry and sad at you, for you, and for me...

And i wish that you somehow had even a tiny bit of care for people outside your little safe cocoon.. but maybe you do. I'm just not included in that little spot of sunshine from you.

I'm tired. 2 weeks is long. My restlessness isn't turning off...

When im troubled, i don't know who to talk to...

Feeling very alone right now.

My stomach hurts a bit. But it's been all day.




Don't know what else to say. I just want some comfort.