It's funny that such a small gesture could mean so much to me and most likely so little to you.
I still miss you sometimes but i know i shouldn't. I know i shouldn't think too much of this. it's like hearing your voice and looking back to see that you're not there, as has always been. I was just hoping. As i always do. And i wish that some day, for once, you'll be there. Or someone will be there. Something.
I miss you and i don't know how to tell you and i shouldn't because of a lot of reasons and one of those reasons being it never was the same for you anyway, what's the point, i'm just breaking my own heart.

Looking at things, not seeing the end...
How much longer do i have to keep trudging on...

Didn't know i'm this reliant on my phone until now.
Still miss my phone... i haven't really felt any attraction to any other new phone just yet... still feels like such a pathetic mistake to lose mine...

God help me i have absolutely no life left