20220726

but it's like...
what do you draw when you're empty?

20220717

I just miss you tonight.
For some reason i think of you as a source of comfort. Like you would immediately understand my thoughts and emotions, no questions needed. If there is someone i'd like to be there just for their presence, it would be you.
But maybe im just imagining things. Imposing my expectations on your image.

20220711

Fall in love with a different world to shield myself from the reality that my life is going nowhere...

20220704

Depressed state again. Would it be good to have the injectable birth control pill for this?
Then again, maybe id just feel the disappointment more, being in the should-be-happy state more often...
DA2's Tranquil concept showed up again recently. Wish i could just get into that state.

20220703

Dreamed that you had died and cried in my dream, even though i also "met your partner" in there