I keep thinking of you. But it feels wrong of me.
I'm building a version of you in my head, one who is receptive and mutual. One who cares about me. But these are unrealistic expectations and i shouldn't be setting these as your standard. I'll only be disappointed and it's not even your fault that i am.
My friend said that me still feeling this way is just digging a deep hole in my heart. I think he's right. But i don't know how to fill it up.
I still miss you, or the image of you in my head. But i hope that, at some near point, i will learn to stop hurting myself with an image of you that you can't, or won't, be able to match.
I'm building a version of you in my head, one who is receptive and mutual. One who cares about me. But these are unrealistic expectations and i shouldn't be setting these as your standard. I'll only be disappointed and it's not even your fault that i am.
My friend said that me still feeling this way is just digging a deep hole in my heart. I think he's right. But i don't know how to fill it up.
I still miss you, or the image of you in my head. But i hope that, at some near point, i will learn to stop hurting myself with an image of you that you can't, or won't, be able to match.