It's so strange to sort of want to be with people who actually interact with each other, but then remain silent and only observe. Or maybe yes i do want to be included, but maybe im looking for the feeling of being at home, belonging and not needing to speak to belong.

I feel empty?

The back pain coincides with the microalbumin problem.
New development?
If i won't be able to do some service then might as well just die
I dont know who to talk to who would understand what im feeling right now...