what are you doing??

i'd like to ask you that question, face to face. but no. not until i know more.

and i don't want to assume things, but my brain is making stupid conclusions. not helping.

i want to see how you're doing "there", but that's gonna taint up my experiment. guess it can wait.

but ugh.

i wish we could be friends. like, pretty comfy friends. not acquaintances.

though, again, that would put fuel to the fire in my brain. hah. all of these cause and effects happening without direction.

my forever love.