I wonder what runs through your mind when you look at me. You seem to look at me pretty frequently but at the same time, you also don't seem to look at me. Like... hmm. I dont know how to put it. Its like sometimes youre actively watching me while at other times i just feel like some sorta always-been-there furniture. Erm... it kinda bugs me.
Anywaysss.
I havent talked to anyone about my thoughts for the future, before today. It feels quite nice to hear someone say that i should do something for myself. "Yung sayo naman." This phrase/sentence. I almost teared up haha. No ones told me that before. I dunno if she could actually see the opposite in me, or shes just going with the conver flow. Im not sure. But it was nice to hear it from someone else.