is it so bad to ask for someone who cares...

this problem is just nagging and gnawing at my brain. i'm just tired right now. i don't even mind if you don't show up or lend a hand. i just wish you'd be even just very slightly curious about what's happening...

is it so bad to ask for you to care...

but that's you, right? i mean, why am i even dictating how you should be. haha. i bet you don't even know that something's happening.

but yeah, i'm just tired...

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it's making me think that all the good and "good" things happening to me, i need to either pay back or let go...