I don't want to assume anything. But my mind can be really imaginative and persuading.

I'm still keeping my wits about me, rest assured. But... but convince me that my imagination is wrong. Just help me get over this. If not... if you welcome the (destruct)distraction, then tell me too. Tell me so that i don't have to keep dreaming and waking up, over and over and over. I'm already shattered as tiny bits of broken glass. Grinding this any further is both pointless and hurtful.

You were so close then. So close...