Just utterly happy to see you again. Just contented. I don't know why. I'm not even sure if we connect mentally. I'm not even sure if i'll ever be able to keep up with you. But the fact that you're here, the fact that i can talk to you if i just mustered enough courage, the fact that we're friends and... and... that you're not "fictional" or "out of reach", makes me happy.

I hope you can at least feel that.