from berlin-artparasites: 



"I
love being horribly straightforward. I love sending reckless text
messages (because how reckless can a form of digitized communication
be?) and telling people I love them and telling people they are
absolutely magical humans and I cannot believe they really exist. I love
saying, Kiss me harder, and You’re a good person, and, You brighten my
day. I live my life as straight-forward as possible.

Because one day, I might get hit by a bus.


Maybe it’s weird. Maybe it’s scary. Maybe it seems downright impossible
to just be—to just let people know you want them, need them, feel like,
in this very moment, you will die if you do not see them, hold them,
touch them in some way whether its your feet on their thighs on the
couch or your tongue in their mouth or your heart in their hands.

But there is nothing more beautiful than being desperate.

And there is nothing more risky than pretending not to care.


We are young and we are human and we are beautiful and we are not as in
control as we think we are. We never know who needs us back. We never
know the magic that can arise between ourselves and other humans.

We never know when the bus is coming.”

—Rachel C. Lewis, Tell The People You Love That You Love Them



how do i tell you? i cannot even talk with you casually. we're both such walls.

i wish i could though.