I wish my thoughts were real... i wish my assumptions were real... i wish it was mutual...

Im pretty sure that you giving me these doesnt mean anything, but i hope it does... i hope you were just thinking about doing it or not... i hope you were just choosing what you would be giving me... i hope you heard the joy in my voice...

I hope things change for the better between us... i hope it wouldnt be as awkward... because i know it would be different, but i dont know if it would be positively progressive... and i definitely dont know if i should keep at this, if it is worth keeping my feelings for you intact... or if im just travelling a long road to reach an unbreakable wall...