When it feels like... being taken for granted.
Or more like, knowing your existence, but tagging you as... maybe boring, or uninteresting, or unreachable because your worldy knowledge is so friggin bad that you can't... can't catch up with people's thoughts...

Maybe i feel alienated because i alienate myself. By being me. Ehm...

I dunno. Should i start watching popular tv series? Japanese and korean music? Try to be a deep intellectual?

My preferences are not as similar as others' are, but it's not to say that i'm positively unique... i mean, even now, i can't see much of a positive in it.

Makes life so much harder...