if love is such a good thing, why do a lot of bad feelings come with it?

i think it is a very selfish emotion. a direct show of desire for personal gain.

maybe that's why it is also, i think, the biggest sacrifice to make. because if you let it go, if you let him go, you are then telling yourself that you cannot have this person, you cannot have what you want.

and maybe that's also all it is: a want.

if... you want to share yourself to a person, help him or reach out to him, and it is blocked... who do you blame?
maybe the question is, why for are you sharing yourself?
and maybe everything simply ends with, if you do not want to be selfish, do not jail someone into what you call love.

love is selfish.

i don't want to share anymore.

i don't want to be there for you anymore, because i seem to just be hitting a brick wall, there is nothing for me with you.
i'm just tired of waiting, really.