I need you but i don't want to pressure you into this or burden you with something you either wouldnt want or find to be unimportant

I know that i should just keep away from you and be happy that i can even talk to you

I guess its just a physical mental natural instinct to long to be adored and cared for by someone you like and to give them back the same good treatment

But i really should be happy with what i have or dont have right now

I wish i had no feelings