You could go on imagining things... imagining that he's worried for you, imagining that he secretly waits for you, imagining things were different... but all of that is restricted only to your imagination.

You can keep on hoping, dreaming, but things won't change...

Do i work or wait? I don't want to force anything, even myself. I think of consequences too much. It's just my brain though, adjusting to a new mission.

I should keep this up.