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... :'(

Im not in a good mood right now. I hate this anxiety gnawing at my brain. And for various reasons too.

Ugh when will all of this be over??? Ugh. Wrong happenings at all the wrong times.

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  1. i actually feel the same way too...recently me means...lol but for a different reason as well lol

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    1. How? Why? What troubles you?

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    2. Lol great heaps of hormones lol. Usually i can control them slightly unsure thoughts, you can creatively guess, all stemming to relations and the likes. But when im in the middle of hormone surge, before damn period. Uuuuugh im like an actual woman adult just complaining about all the things, saying its not my fault but actually it is lol

      ... Did you get it?

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  2. yuh i did. your hormones piss you off. LOL jk yea i know the intricacies of it. eat moar chocolate (if you can?) xD

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    1. Wanna avoid them choclats for my poor throat and teeths sake. Lol.

      ... I gather its a hard run for me, is this post all about love??

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  3. just partly, as in it's part of the frustration. but also my tooth. and the coming show. and not having enough sleep as i feel i need. and some other stuff. my PMS is also nearing, so it's all just about layering up like lasagna lol

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    1. Oh thats just lovely. I also have most of the plights lol. Cepf i have no right to cause i have a slightly easier life yet why do i have to have a reason to make those things my frustrato lolol

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  4. brotato code of empathy lolol. it's better to have a solution, or good ending, in sight. at least we both have summin to look forward to lol

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  5. Lol and people say the journeys more importanter lolol well breads can friggin see themselves rotting after two weeks lol

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  6. i guess it doesnt work on everything lol. like imagine those kinds of insects that only live to breed and die after doing it... journey and end point both value nicely hahahahah

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    1. Lol thats how one of my characters kind live by lolol. And so does Steven Universe... Ohmigahd insects, they are. LOL

      Im still figuring out how horrible your days of longing are. And the only comparison is the days of me missing a lot of you guys lol

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  7. insects LOL.

    ehh... i think it wouldnt be as ridiculous nor as horrible if it were just... yknow when you develop a crush on a random person like your classmate or ofcmate, someone your age or... i dunno... just something rather ordinary... not to put those kinds of feelings down, just that those are the most normal and fulfilling ones... and... someone not as hard to read lol. the hard to read part is the most burdensome part... so that kinda tugs at my natural curiosity and longing to find things out and learn...
    but... i find lots of these crush posts involving wishes of intense physical contact and it just doesnt work that way for me. so i could simply be experiencing wonder on a higher level...

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    1. ... You gotta get out of the shell soon man... I can just feel that theres an urge for chaaaaaaange

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