sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry

why the hell am i sorry

i feel bad for what i did
i feel like im tricking someone
like im being a con-artist
and trying to be helpful but not in that situation is an insult to injury
am i obliged to be perfect and supportive? because i don't think i can do that for long. i need that myself. can someone be my pillow/diary/handkerchief/lamp post/pet?
i'm being so selfish again T_T