i'm going astray with my notions. confusion is setting in a bit.

"if you don't like me, then don't act as if you do."

that's something i'd like to tell you, just to clear things up a bit. but, drats if i do, i'd be confessing if i told you this.

I'M CONFUSED. THANK YOU VERY MUCH.

i miss you at times, and i worry about you even if... even if. what the hell. this is the sort of thing that might never go away soon. and i'm getting tired of feeling all girly and teeny-bopperish when we talk.

i'm not asking for a partner from you. i'm just asking that you be normal if that's how you feel, and outright if that's how you feel. that's all.

i don't want to have icy fingers at the wrong time. not anymore. that was quite traumatic.

I'M CONFUSED. THANK YOU VERY MUCH.