It's been a year.
I miss you even though it's done for and there's no turning back and i've forgotten about you for quite a while already.
But i miss you today.

Life has been meaningless in this new job.
And i have... nothing else to anchor to.
I am losing interest even in keeping myself healthy.
Going back to my old, pre work life is tempting but also threatening. And also boring tbh haha.

I miss cuddling kittens and cats. I miss cuddling the kitty in the office. He was my constant source of joy. But now it's the total opposite. He now reminds me of the unfairness of life. Such a small thing to enjoy but still not available to me.

I'm tired. Good night.