A sad emote is not what im feeling right now. That shit is too childish to indicate anything. I know im feeling sadness but theres also anger, frustration, desperation and hopelessness. Theres doubt and anxiety. Theres the feeling of being foolish. Theres the want to be understood. Theres the yearning for a connection that at the moment eludes me, and it's possibly because i taunt my instincts too much even though im almost always wrong.
A sigh best encapsulates the feeling, but still it feels like a goodbye that im not sure i want to give...