1.45am.
I have times where i just want to cry, for small reasons propelled on by deeper grievances.
Like when i felt very disconnected earlier just because i have a cold that's been staying with me for 2 weeks.
And um... kinda feels like im invisible. Or dumb.
I dont know if these are natural feelings or im just narcissistic. I read some stuff about how no one should blame others if they dont notice you, because theyre also in that same state of self concern and are not as conscious of others.
I wonder which group i belong to.
And i dont know if its natural that i feel neglected at my current state of relationships with people.
Must be nice to be numb about your personal needs. Everything would mean a lot. Abnormally lots.
I have times where i just want to cry, for small reasons propelled on by deeper grievances.
Like when i felt very disconnected earlier just because i have a cold that's been staying with me for 2 weeks.
And um... kinda feels like im invisible. Or dumb.
I dont know if these are natural feelings or im just narcissistic. I read some stuff about how no one should blame others if they dont notice you, because theyre also in that same state of self concern and are not as conscious of others.
I wonder which group i belong to.
And i dont know if its natural that i feel neglected at my current state of relationships with people.
Must be nice to be numb about your personal needs. Everything would mean a lot. Abnormally lots.
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