had my happiest dream this morning.

frolicking like children.

feeling safe and precious in each other's presence.

laughing. no jokes actually. i don't remember jokes. just laughing, being like children. some tickling, some talking, some time just sitting in the car backseat with his arm draped on my shoulders.

it was sweet and innocent.



maybe that's the best experience i can ever get from this... this hold-up...