Why do you seem to have so much sickness? Or why do you look like you feel frail?

I'm sorry. I just feel concerned. But i can't do anything about it. :|

Jesus Christ get yourself together, ok? Please, at least, for now, mentally strengthen yourself. You're still too young to feel old. You've still got much to learn and places to go to. You still have lots of pictures to take. Don't just accept the blows. Fight it, for chrissakes.

I will never want to see you on a hospital bed. I just cannot accept it right now, that imagery. You're gonna live your life well, ok? Life might be boring but it's better than nothing at all.

And really, if you just suddenly collapse or something, it is so gonna send me to desperation. Anxiety. Panic. Jfc.