I think my kidneys are shot. Or my heart. 2nd time getting edema on my ankles.
Anddd... i feel like... i can't get my life on track. Like there are obstacles even in my own home, in my immediate vicinity. And im just tired of having to fight or reason for everything... it feels like i can't find anyone who i can align with. Id rather be alone, but even that is not an option yet.
I guess im seeing the light towards the exit now. Still very faint but it's there. And im quite excited for it, to be honest.