Do i have to keep suffering this?

I miss you and i wish i was better at conversations so i can still have a reason to talk to you. And we can talk about her because really all i wanna know is if you know and if you're happy.

I would love to know you more and be with you but as it is we seem to just be two twigs that met at the joining and left at the separating of a long river...

I'm not over you but my feelings have dwindled from love to sadness...