20180429

2.06am

Here recalling lots of past events, and/or feelings again. It's a constant roller coaster in here but i notice it more at times when i'm p doing anything.

I feel like i'm gonna be a very different person when i get a measure of freedom again.

Sometimes i think, what if im actually an extrovert? What if... well, what is it that im looking for anyway? What if there came time again to just be myself?

"Look at her, she's a self-made woman." I don't want endless riches. I just want a life of purpose. Something that might inspire someone else to be more conscientious, kinder, more peace-loving and be intellectually hungry. Life is... pointless beyond... everything, really. We're all just gonna die anyway.

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