I don't put up my mushy thoughts on plurk or anywhere else because i feel people are gonna judge me for 'em.
A bit on plurk, but not so much as i feel i would saturate my friends with em lol.
But i don't know how else to translate or express my feelings than through writing them down. I'd have my tongue in tangles if i tried speaking out everything, coupled with the shakes because holy crap i'd be nervous as heck.
Expressive people are lucky to have their ability.
I feel like i can't do shit with what i have. Even my art feels distorted lol.
But anyway...
I'm just a hopeless romantic trying to build a story in my head, which one day is going to tumble down, all of it, because all it's ever made with are airy wishes and flitting dreams...
Sadly.