Feeling so down...
I want to send you a message about my feelings but i'm too scared that you'll fly away...
So i'm still thinking and trying to decide.
And now one of my loves is missing or gone...
I want to cry... it feels like too much... and seeing the hope/sadness of mum kitty... it probably would sound funny to someone else but omg... i feel what she feels and it's so fucking heavy on my heart... i feel guilty that i can't take care of them better...
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