with all the things i'm connecting to him, all the same names i am seeing everywhere, all the wonderings i do about him... i wonder if he thinks the same of me?



but that's the point of... love or sacrifice... it can turn either which way... right?



you give your all, not necessarily physically, not even verbally, not even directly or noticeably... but s/he peppers your world in different ways... and all that peppering, in the end, possibly turning to nothing... that's just how it is.



i miss him very much, and i wonder if he thinks the same, but that's all i can ever do. wonder.