You're a challenge to unravel.

Is it just me dancing to this tune? Or are we doing an invincible, slow tango?

I'm not sure. Sometimes you look like it, sometimes you simply just can't care less. It's probably the latter though.

I'm telling myself to stop anticipating anything or wishing for anything. Because it is very much against the norms and would result in trouble. But hell. I wish there was a stop button to simply push.