i'm happy but sad at the same time. coz that's the way you treat everyone. and i thought it was just me. heh. i was expecting too much.

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i'm scared for my mom. every time i look at her while she sleeps, the question creeps into my head: "what will happen in the very near future?" now, you're weak and such an ass with your opinions. i love you and hate you for it. but what will happen when you're old and much more weak in the future?

i can't answer the question. all i can think of is crying. i don't know how i'll be able to live 2 lives at the same time.