hmm... there are currently... maybe 2 people who i think are what i think.

is it wrong to assume that someone likes you?

new discovery

if one wishes to know an entity that is far greater, far nobler, far better - or, maybe the right terms are, greatest noblest and best - than the human species, or the living person, then don't read. KNOW. know by experiencing.

even the written word has too much limits. in fact, too much so that most of the time it doesn't even justify reality as we mean to share it.

and no, the spoken word is not exempted from these limits. there is a certain scope for each word, such that art becomes a term many cannot comprehend, simply because it is outsourced from another term, beauty. and the word beauty also has no limits.

what sense does it make if one says that beauty should be based on the greatest-noblest-best, if one does not know what/how/who the greatest-noblest-best is? judging by such terms only puts your judgment on the level of a human being's mind.

how can u possibly be so sure that you'll be giving her everything that will make her happy all the time?

what if what makes her happy will make you sad? will you still do it? will you still follow her wishes?

what if it will make her happy that you leave her alone? will you do that?

is being there all the time and serving as the sudden-death saver be enough for you? be enough for her?

or maybe the question is, is she happy with you being like that?

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does getting over her seem like such an impossible move?
i've gone through it, and i can say that it only SEEMS to be like that, but it isn't. only, it took me about a year to really put his memory in the right place.

i simply wish that you'd finally learn to look at others :(

bagong paksa

so. alam nya pala na ang pag-ibig ay hindi dapat maging makasarili. naramdaman nya na pala yon.

hay. ang problema kasi, tama yung kinoment ni hayskulprend. magmahal ka ng iba, may masasaktang isa. tama nga naman. at pwede mo bang sisihin yung minamahal mo kung di matanggap ng radar nya ang signal mo? hinde.

kaya... ayun. magsiiyakan nalang tayo, magpakalulong sa "crush", pagkatapos, magbagongbuhay. di naman bagong buhay. magbagong hanap siguro. pero sa kaso ko di ako naghahanap. natatagpuan nalang bigla e. kaya ako, mag-iintay nalang ulit ako kung me matatagpuan ako ulit. kaya lang, ika nga, "so close yet so far away... nandyan nga cellphone wala namang load."

Lord thank you for not giving me blog commentators like gigil.

kunsabagay wala rin naman sila matutugis dito sa blog ko. hahahaha.

hai. i miss blogging. i think plurk is... sorta like a piece of social newscaster? i mean, coz the only thing you can write there, at the best, are intriguing headlines. muka ka namang engot kung me headline ka tapos idadaan mo yung kwento mo sa sangkatutak na comments.

i still think blogging is the best way of completely free expression.

here's a quote to live by...

"If you can spend a perfectly useless afternoon in a perfectly useless manner, you have learned to live."

- Lin Yutang

holy creep!

ants make up 15% of the world's biomass. - according to NGC

that's some seriously scary shit! and i really had to share it hahaha.

oh my effing god

i have been having TONS of my dreams coming to life lately. and it's freaking me out.

i've already had such experiences before, and i consider my ability a gift, although it has rarely shown me anything that might benefit me or others. i see minor details and instances to the future through my dreams, but i can't decipher whether they are true or not unless the instance actually happens.

here are some examples which happened just recently:
1. i dreamed last year, or maybe early this year, about standing along a balcony, and looking down, i saw a golf-course looking space on the lower floor. and i was thinking then "shouldn't that be a pool?", then the dream ended. just this month, i saw the same thing and thought the same thing while i was walking along the balcony of trinoma.

2. i can't remember when, but i dreamed of looking at a website with pictures of a girl wearing different outfits. in my dream, i knew that she felt herself pretty, or that her cloth combos look good, but to me they don't look particularly good. and in my dream i was also thinking about whether to comment on the website or not. just recently, chum posted here a link to http://www.seaofshoes.com. it was the same site i dreamed of, and i also thought of whether to comment or not. it was after that thought that i suddenly remembered dreaming about it. this happened today.

the other ones are too minor to remember, but i do remember having about 10 to 15 of those dreams becoming real JUST THIS MONTH. and it's starting to scare me a bit.

well.. if you experience the same thing, might as well comment :)

wala na. ni di ko sya naalala today. good for me! very good! :)

all sorts of cats make me smile. i mean it. literally. i smile. hahaha. can't help it.

andyan sya kanina pero di ko sya nakita. lintik iba pa nakakita sa kanya. AAAAAHHHHRRRRRGGGGG!!!

hehe. halatang miss na miss na. tsk tsk. kelan kaya to matatapos.