how can u possibly be so sure that you'll be giving her everything that will make her happy all the time?

what if what makes her happy will make you sad? will you still do it? will you still follow her wishes?

what if it will make her happy that you leave her alone? will you do that?

is being there all the time and serving as the sudden-death saver be enough for you? be enough for her?

or maybe the question is, is she happy with you being like that?

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does getting over her seem like such an impossible move?
i've gone through it, and i can say that it only SEEMS to be like that, but it isn't. only, it took me about a year to really put his memory in the right place.

i simply wish that you'd finally learn to look at others :(