not much fanfare for a fair-weathered day.

not much love for a tender-hearted prey.

not much beauty in a saddened fey.

not much, not much for a depressed May.

Ten things you wish you could say to 10 different people right now. (Don't tell us who it is.)

1. Eps ka. Mejo feeling ka nga talaga.
2. Bat pa kasi kita nakilala?
3. Sana maintindihan mo kung bakit ako nabubuwisit sayo.
4. OI! RETREAT! :D
5. Please heal me... :'(
6. Tama na pagiging warfreak. Hahaha!
7. Give me some freedom please.
8. Pwede wag na tayo magpeke-an? Di naman kita pinepeke e.
9. Miss ko na kayo!
10. Baduy. Wahahaha!

Nine things about yourself:

1. I'm diabetic.
2. I'm slightly "sensitive".
3. I would love to be a rockstar if given the chance and if I had the voice XD
4. Galit ako sa malandi at T.H. at social climber.
5. Confessed nerd/geek XDDD
6. I learn most by experiencing.
7. Di ako kikay at ayoko ng pabango.
8. Worst fear: insects.
9. I'm a critic but I don't voice out my opinions much.

Eight ways to win your heart:

1. CATS R WIN
2. Effortless pero nakakatawa
3. Open-minded
4. Must know his limits.
5. Not materialistic. Yung tama lang.
6. Not... err... eager to have kids. Hahaha.
7. Doesn't believe in following traditional Chinese customs. Di talaga tayo magkakasundo nyan XD
8. Most likely an artist. Or at least has a bit of an artist in himself.

Seven things that cross your mind a lot:

1. Life in the future.
2. Philosophical questions.
3. Games? Lol.
4. Imaginary sequences of my life.
5. Him. Hehe.
6. My religious status.
7. How people see me.

Six little stupid things you want to happen to you before you die:

1. I want to be shot with a gun. Bwahaha.
2. Bungee jump.
3. I'd like to fly a plane.
4. I'd like to own 20-50 cats XD
5. Eat 1 gallon of ice cream to substitute for 3 meals XD
6. Get lost. Woohoo best adventure.

Five turn offs: (Teka... nakasulat na to dun sa About me ah. Haha.)

1. Malandi.
2. Invades too much personal space.
3. Maporma.
4. Makwenta.
5. Stiff when it comes to rules or personal opinions.

Four turn ons:

1. Loves cats. Ulit. XD
2. Simple.
3. Cool, as in hindi panicky. Laidback attitude.
4. Hindi fake.

Three smilies that describe your life:

1. :D
2. :|
3. :(

Two things you wish you never did:

1. I wish I didn't enter Advertising.
2. La na kong maisip for now. Haha.

One confession:

1. I'm lazy. Lolz.

blah blah. tired. meron bang tao o nilalang o makinarya na marunong umintindi ng taong walang sinasabi? kailangan ko ata nun. di ako marunong magpahiwatig sa salita eh.

oooookay. i am CONFUSED.

i'm happy but sad at the same time. coz that's the way you treat everyone. and i thought it was just me. heh. i was expecting too much.

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i'm scared for my mom. every time i look at her while she sleeps, the question creeps into my head: "what will happen in the very near future?" now, you're weak and such an ass with your opinions. i love you and hate you for it. but what will happen when you're old and much more weak in the future?

i can't answer the question. all i can think of is crying. i don't know how i'll be able to live 2 lives at the same time.

HELP ME MATHAAARRRR!!! XD

what's with people doing something just to gain attention? i myself admit to doing this sometimes, but doing it "for a living"?

get a life.

TOO FRIENDLY. not right. intimidating.

amffffness talaga. nagugulat ako sa mga nalalaman ko.

whattabunchanerds. THE NERDS. literal. syet.

and i have sorta bumped into one of them nung 4th yr retreat. omaygad. this is... like... scary.

NO, freaky is NOT the right word lol.

parang sorta predicted na pala itong pagkakakilanlan, but i had no idea that it was already a prediction. and yet, right now, i'm thinking waaaaaay too ahead of time and possibilities. ganito pala ang pakiramdam pag marunong ka magpredict ng future. it's sorta fun but at the same time, it's scary. but then, kung alam mo nang nakakpredict ka ng future, nakakatakot pa kaya yung mga gantong realizations? siguro di na.

i must get used to, or learn, about ongoing predictions and premonitions. and i must not be surprised.

besides, matanda na sya, at most likely magsing-batch nga sila.

but it just... i dunno...

i find it weird. i find him weird. and then this guy is weird. heh. weirdness in full circle.

pffffft...

i have butterflies... no, more like eagles, maybe pterodactyls if they still exist... in my stomach.

"tenchu"

wahahaha. tsk. lakas impluwensya. talaga bang sakin galing un? o baka sadyang kakaiba lang tong taong to kaya ko napapansin?

baka katulad lang sya nung bukaw na yun. baka mali talaga to.