I should be content with knowing you even just a bit... i'm getting restless just because i'm not hearing or seeing anything from you.
You'll be back tomorrow, right? I know i'm not in any position to be updated by you, or be done anything for that matter. And i don't mind whatever else there is. I just... i dunno. I always feel left behind. It kinda feels that way right now. It would be nice to feel like someone thinks of me too, doesn't want me to worry for them. But again, i'm not in that place, and i'm not about to demand anything.
It's a bit frustrating, but i should learn to deal with this by dealing with myself, not by blaming or putting any obligation on anyone.