i wish u would talk to me.

yeah it's all in the sentence. read it. with feelings.
gosh i want to start a conversation but i don't know how and i don't know if i should. maybe u just don't have enough load or something; maybe i'm just being paranoid (noting that i did the first move); maybe there's nothing to get afraid of. but what sort of confirmation do i have? nothing.

i SO regret what i did. darn it.