saving the tears for the right time.

being burdened by something that can't be changed by me.

AFFECTED.

if life gives you lemons, get back at life and squeeze the juice on its eyes. then it'll know how f*cked up it makes a person's existence become.

numbness would be a very good gift right now, thank you.

objectivity betrayed by subjectivity. who the heck gave us such contradicting brain waves??

objectivity vs objectivity = subjectivity in its most useless state.

i hate my life.

i hate being born through human blood, and having history as far off as adam impregnated eve. i hate having to be born from a reason. i hate having to take everything to mind before i act. i wish i had no history.

i wish i had nothing to base my life upon, then i'll become the best observer there is.

in exchange for happiness and sadness.

*sigh*