so in love~ and so tragic at the same time~ i love this song <3
i'd sing this to you if we get to a bad time... if "we" would happen...

why do you have to be so damn adorable???



although, of course, i'm the least of your wandering thoughts...



sigh.



i'll treasure that little chat though.

you have no idea how much frustration i experience when i think of you and try to decipher your personality.



the strange looks are strange.



i have already talked to everyone in the office but i cannot talk to you.



well, there's also kuya noel. but i don't really bother with him.



you though.



why are you so hard to reach. or rather, i do have the options, but i feel like i am either not welcome, or waiting for your go signal, to use them.



on the other hand, i probably shine the same aura to some of the office peeps. and other people. maybe.

I've been continuously writing about you.

Just... writing about my observations, feelings, frustrations over you... it kinda comforts me, because i'm sure that i can understand what i'm talking about if i ever read all these again in the future, but at the same time, it's like freely talking to someone else.

I'll go sleep now. Goodnight. Know that someone loves you.

There seems to be a "feeling game" going on. Like, trying to see the other's actions and reactions without wanting to get noticed.

I-- really, now. If you have something to say, then just blurt it out. I would love to hear it, you know.

you looked cute in that yellow top. but i still can't decipher your face. pfah.

i'm sleepy, i'm not feeling fully well, like my head is heavy and my shoulders are sore, and my teeth don't feel very comfortable or okay right now, i'm supposed to visit the dentist this sat, and i might have my lower wisdom teeth removed, and umm...



i dunno... should i be happy? maybe if i think about how it is possible for me to feel these things and not be burdened by much else, then yeah, maybe it's reason enough. but i just want to sleep into someone's arms right now, be comforted by somebody's presence. not just their existence, but their actual presence in my life.



i'm not getting any younger, and yet i don't really feel like i'm progressing, either.

i don't know what to feel whenever i hear you talk. i don't know if you're bordering the homosexual line or are just plain feminine. plus the fact that you seem to be a class B citizen. does it count as class?

I don't know what i want with you but you being there somehow benefits me greatly. Makes my disposition better. And it's during these worrying times that i really need your ray of sunshine. I wish i could get a hug from you somehow. It would make me feel better and much happier, or at least make me forget my issues for a while. But the fact still remains that you don't seem to have mutual feelings...

When i fall in love... it will be forever, or i'll never fall in love~ and the moment that i feel that you feel that way too... is when i'll fall in love with you~

Can the ocean keep from rushing to the shore? It's impossible~ If i had you, could i ever want for more? It's just impossible~

This barrage of old songs playing in my brain. Old love songs. Goddammit.

I do love through songs. That's at least one thing i can take from this. The 2nd thing is that i'd most prolly serenade the girl i like if i were a guy. I wish i could dedicate songs to you in my/our case.