natatakot ako huminga dahil baka ang lumabas lang ay hikbi.

SPILL. SPILL EVERYTHING. SAY EVERYTHING. DON'T USE CORNERS AND SPLITS AND CURVES. SAY IT OUT STRAIGHT. I WILL HEAR YOU. I'M JUST WAITING.

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mali. haha. get ready to be single all your life.

i can't help thinking as to why i like you when you're still such a kid. i mean, really, you don't even know the context of saying "i love you" other than "because i felt like it".

i keep asking that you grow up fast and see me as more than a friend. but, huh, how the heck is that possible. and i wouldn't want you growing up fast by going through something terrible. no. better you go at your own pace.

i'll just sit here and stay and, i dunno, maybe be your sister or something. your friend of course. i don't know your intentions either. you're a living paradigm. i wish i could decode you.

miss na miss na miss na miss na kita sobra :(

bat pa kasi nabalik e. tsk. di ko naman alam kung me aasahan ba ako.

nakakaasar. oo gusto na kita makausap. gusto ko rin malaman na ganun ka rin sakin. kaso syempre umaasa lang ako. di ko naman alam kung matutupad haha.

tsk.

what's the reason anyway.

i wish u would talk to me.

yeah it's all in the sentence. read it. with feelings.
gosh i want to start a conversation but i don't know how and i don't know if i should. maybe u just don't have enough load or something; maybe i'm just being paranoid (noting that i did the first move); maybe there's nothing to get afraid of. but what sort of confirmation do i have? nothing.

i SO regret what i did. darn it.

plsssss paramdam ka naman. kahit mag babay ka lang. para lang alam ko. pwede na yun T^T

i might have done something that marked an X on my forehead. haha.

let's see how this goes.