my personality... is one who waits. i don't want to start the conversation. i don't want to play up to expectations. i want things done because i'm told to do them. i definitely don't flirt. it doesn't come naturally to me.
but i might be getting trodden upon. oh well. price to pay. sad but true. better be real than look stupid. although sometimes the other way works.
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tatanga tanga. Andami kong inaasahan kahit alam ko ni isa dun di naman matutupad.
sorry po sa lahat ng kabobohang pinaniniwalaan ko. yun lang naman po kasi ang bumubuhay sakin. saka sorry po sa lahat ng katangahan. sorry pag di ako nakakasunod sa utos saka sa pinapagawa. pasensya na kayo. pagod na ko e. nakakapagod pag walang direksyon ang buhay. parang laro lang. parang rpg na walang quests. di mo alam gagawin mo pero di mo rin matapos-tapos.
sorry po sa lahat ng kabobohang pinaniniwalaan ko. yun lang naman po kasi ang bumubuhay sakin. saka sorry po sa lahat ng katangahan. sorry pag di ako nakakasunod sa utos saka sa pinapagawa. pasensya na kayo. pagod na ko e. nakakapagod pag walang direksyon ang buhay. parang laro lang. parang rpg na walang quests. di mo alam gagawin mo pero di mo rin matapos-tapos.
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soooo... well not "so" confused. just a bit. but i'm done being naive.
you would have been sweet at times, but apparently everyone will FIRST look after what they need, and you needed someone to order around. that's not me. sorry.
you seem to say that you're needing me? or maybe miss me? i don't know where your loyalty lies and up to where your boundaries are. and apparently having a girlfriend isn't enough for you. you'd sacrifice her insecurities just to get what you want, which, up to now i can only decipher as 2 things: (1) need for control, or (2) need for acceptance.
we're friends, isn't that enough? it's not like i owe you anything worth my life. it's not like i owe you anything at all. and i mean, after all that? after feeling like i'm such a "desperate case", you still expect me to be the same?
your. girlfriend. is. having. jealousy. problems. even now that i'm not contacting you. so what the fuck, are you dirtying my name?
i think you have serious control issues.
no, don't expect anything sweet from me anymore. don't even expect me to be warm to you. i found out about a month ago that you weren't worth all the warmth in the world. you're simply selfish.
you would have been sweet at times, but apparently everyone will FIRST look after what they need, and you needed someone to order around. that's not me. sorry.
you seem to say that you're needing me? or maybe miss me? i don't know where your loyalty lies and up to where your boundaries are. and apparently having a girlfriend isn't enough for you. you'd sacrifice her insecurities just to get what you want, which, up to now i can only decipher as 2 things: (1) need for control, or (2) need for acceptance.
we're friends, isn't that enough? it's not like i owe you anything worth my life. it's not like i owe you anything at all. and i mean, after all that? after feeling like i'm such a "desperate case", you still expect me to be the same?
your. girlfriend. is. having. jealousy. problems. even now that i'm not contacting you. so what the fuck, are you dirtying my name?
i think you have serious control issues.
no, don't expect anything sweet from me anymore. don't even expect me to be warm to you. i found out about a month ago that you weren't worth all the warmth in the world. you're simply selfish.
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