maaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaan.

i didn't think it would take THIS long. wow.

geesh. what to do now? nothing or nothing. not like there are any choices anyway.

i could try to find you again but i would probably end up with the same results. aaaaand... i think i'll just leave it at that. i think i don't want to go on another search and end up miserable again.

gruhhhh.

oh, right. today would be 2mos and 26days.

i don't like this feel. i wish it just goes away. haha. :|

visited the cousin and her baby today in CGH.

i was really really hoping to see him. but no, no signs of him even. then again, he must only be assigned on the upper floor.

argh.

how can i not find you??